我怎么了？？

最近我不知道自己怎么了~
一直很想念my dear~~
怎么办？？
以前的我不会那么的粘~~
我知道要考试了~
可是我没有心情读书~
我到底怎么了？？
是不是太想念了？？
还是。。。
害怕失去对方呢？？
我自己也不懂~~
我在爱情上往往都是一个失败者~~
过去的恋爱都是因为我太自私了。。
只会顾着自己。。
却忽略了对方~~
但是我有试着去改啊~~
只是不懂有没有效咯~（嘻嘻）
dear~~真的很想念你~
你应该知道我的性格~
我知道你忍受我很久了~
都没说出来~
你会很辛苦的~
不要再这样了~
知道吗？？
对不起~~
还有~~
miss you...

study...

i go back hometown again...
coz after chinese new year i din back ald lo...wan exam IATA Exam ald..
now i am still play play only and din study lo...how??
but now i will less play facebook ald..(unless rest or back hometown..)haha..
dear sick ald~sore throat...hope he will be ok...
dear~must drink more water and dun wan eat fried d food lo...k??
now i am 'frighting' with book now...wan exam le and we din finish our study...
some more ticketing and GDS very difficult...we must finish study on 11-3-2010...
haiz...
everyday need study untill mama bu ren shi..(in chinese)
haha~~
GAMBATTE lo...
i forgot 1 thing want tell~~
i bought a present for dear~
guess...what...??
hmm...some of friends know ald what is the present i want give him...
hehe^^
hope he will like it...^^
love you~~dear~~^^

The Week That I Miss...

this week celine go bek penang le..need to start study lo..
after eat breakfast at Perlis, my friends and i went bek to penang..
about 11 something, we stopped at alor setar mall..(coz the class start at 1.30pm)..we go shopping and celine bought a watch..it very beautiful and celine gave to kah houng one coz if we buy 2 watches juz cost Rm16~cheap(but cn broke easily la)..haha..he choose his favourite colour~pink..look like a girl..hehe..sorry kah houng..^^
after that, we planned want go bek attend the class le but 'God'(由‘钱币’做主） don't want give us go bek..so we din attend 1.30pm class lo...
next, we go sunway carnival mall..we stopped there and eat our lunch..
actually we have another class at 4pm d~marketing..but we also din go..(coz celine don't understand what are lecturer talking about..)and sorry for someone coz he want me attend the class and cannot ponteng...but i really want rest that day..^^
sorry lo dear...
queensbay mall is our next destination..but we juz use their toilet only...so paisei...
after, we go gurney watch movie..'Tiger Wohoo' ...that movie so so lo...but also have their gan dong d place la...
after that we go eat our dinner at pasar malam...then we drive our friends bek home..
when reach their home...we go down from car and go inside kah houng's house...
we play cards..(judi)..so happy that meidy, ah pang and i win money..but yiaw chong lose his money almost Rm30..
forget 1 thing...yiaw chong is our driver...we rent him cost Rm30..(coz we need go many places some more need transport and driver..)sorry yiaw chong...^^
we reach hostel almost 12am...and driver finally can rest le..
celine after bath...do homework...and sleep at 1.35am...so tired..
before celine sleep...celine wont 4get sms to someone and said good nite d...
and...
today...19-1-2010
celine very sad...
coz cannot attend 1 wedding that is very important to me d...
sad..how??
just now i saw dear's facebook...he got a lot of new picture...very nice...
suddenly i very miss him lo...
but celine cannot do anything to him...=='
haiz...
but nvm la...i'm sure that i will gan dong him one day d la...^^
HAPPY WEDDING...(for dear's brother..)

First time~~

this is my 1st time write blog...hope everyone dun laugh me lo..hehe^^
and also hope u all dun amend my grammar lo..
actually i also dun know wan write what lo..haha~~
but i am happy that i can share my secret here..
celine have bf ald..i am very xing fu.. A
my dear very sayang me..and i also very sayang him..
but we din talk recently..maybe we all very busy gua..
i also wan exam IATA on March..
a bit scared==
i very miss my dear..some more dear and i have some problem..
so..haiz..celine also dun know how to say lo..
but celine will try to amend the problem..
so...celine very happy that i can meet many friends at ATI College..
and i hope we can friendship forever..
nitez..