He

About him...
i dun know how to said...
i very love him and wan protect him forever...
but...
i faced many problem when we together...
when a boy and a girl together...
izzit can forever???
last time i got think about this problem...
but i always believe that can together forever...
when i believe it, it will not happen...
what should i do now???
i lying to many people just because i want with him together...
i also dun want him suffer about this problem...
anybody can help me???
just because some problem we cannot together???
izzit really???
i really dun want think too much...
because i want exam IATA d...
if i keeping thinking, i will not concentrate on studying...
God...can U help me...can U give me some clues how and what should i do???
or now i am not suitable have boyfriend???
why all boys that i have been together before not long d??
it just not more than half year...
xiao su always said船到桥头自然直...
but it give me stress...
i really dun want missed Mr. Right again le...
Help me...